life collection

My it will be okay journal. I write in it most days and list out why things will be alright.

I love this coffee mug!

My breakfast plate. I love circus themed things so this is perfect!

I had an ouch-ouch evening and night yesterday. My body turned into a cranky pain monster, everything hurt. Ron had to make dinner even though he worked a twelve hour day.

It's so discouraging being in pain. It really is preventing me from living a normal life...sigh. I just have to keep trying and also be gentle with myself.

I have been alone so much these days, I feel a little crazy. It's weird how I can adjust to being alone and hardly talking to anyone for such a long period of time. Other than a few short visits in passing, one therapy session, and Ronald's one day off, I have been completely alone for almost two weeks! I do not talk to anyone for twelve hours each day. That's a lot of silence! Oh well, and I guess I can say it's one of the few things I am good at.

So today the silence continues. But I'm kind of doing ok with it. There is so much I want to do around the house but I don't know how my body will cooperate pain wise. We'll see and pretend it will just happen magically.

xx, C