My CPAP machine arrived two nights ago. Not feeling much better just yet, but I know it takes time. It's nice to know that I have everything I need to get better.

I can't wait to be creative again. I want to feel good enough to paint, and inspired to write again. I hope that will happen soon as I am so afraid my desire to write has vanished. Usually I have to write poems once a week or at least every two weeks, but for the last five months or so I haven't sat down to write at all. I hate that. If I lose the writer in me I will be so discouraged.

My looks are a disaster right now. My hair needs to be dyed so bad (I have over an inch of roots showing), and my bangs have grown out past my eyes. I need to take better care of myself. I'm going to try to dye my hair and trim my bangs today though.

Anyway, life goes on.

xx, C


  1. I hope you are able to get back to a schedule and have more energy soon.

  2. I died my hair today too!! X) sometimes I find it makes me feel better, kind of like renewing yourself or something :)

  3. I'm so happy it came!!
    I need to dye my hair too. I always feel human again, after I do that.

  4. I just stumbled upon your blog, so I'm not sure what you are going through, but I hope you get to feeling better. I know it is tough to feel creative when you're not feeling great. I hope your feeling more like your normal self again soon...

  5. Hooray for hair dye and trims!! And to soon-to-be-creativity returning.


  6. I've lost the writer in me for a while now too. I'm forcing it and hate it. Blah!

    Yay for new hair and CPAP!

  7. I hope it starts working for you soon!


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