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Hello,
I've been feeling kind of 'meh'. I'm not sure and so sure why. I'm exhausted and am having trouble sleeping. My mood is all over the place and I feel very disconnected.
Some things have been good. I have started making prototypes for some of the art pieces I am planning on selling on Etsy. I have had the idea for months and I think it is going to work! Each piece is going to take a lot of time, but I think I am going to love creating each little detail. I will reveal a bit of the idea soon, once I have a piece finished.
I have really been wanting to have a job. I want to make money so I can buy stuff and know I earned it. I want to have something to do. Problem is I am still a mess and struggle with consistency in my day to day life. My ability to complete tasks varies each day, which is really not conducive to having job responsibilities.
So for now I am going to immerse myself in creating for Etsy. It takes a lot of initiative and I struggle with pushing myself creatively. My creative process takes a lot of emotion, I don't know why--it just does. Most days I don't have any emotion left to spare, but I am going to do my best.
Excited to show you what I am working on, so stay tuned!
Looking forward to seeing what you're working on! I am the same way when it comes to creating… it requires a lot of emotional investment, and most days I just don't have it. I'm finding that to be the case with blogging some as well, which is saddening to say the least. I love to write.
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