5/23/13

brightness/lightness










Morning Loves!

I've been feeling sort of bright mood wise the last two days. The good feelings don't last all day, but that they are lasting even a moment is a huge improvement. I think it may be the new medication I am on so that's good.

Yesterday I took myself on a date. I dressed up and spent the entire day out. By the end of the day I was pretty tired, but it was still a good day. I've been feeling like a loner so much lately, not sure why, but I'm ok with it. I definitely know that I recharge when I am alone so maybe that is the reason.

As you can see, the house is full of flowers. I love seeing their moppy-glow everywhere I look.

I'm trying to start journaling and creating things again. I've been avoiding it all lately because I've been so overwhelmed and down. I hope I can get into some type of creative routine that I can work on even when I am depressed. We'll see how it works.

It's been a long time since I've felt even a tiny bit okay (since August of last year). So I'm going to do my best to enjoy it.

Love, C

3 comments:

  1. Hey there Catherine. Just found your blog and I adore it! Flowers always make thing brighter. I need to take myself out on a date.... and pamper myself. Why so blue? Be happy because I'm your newest follower. Yipppeeee!
    xo
    Taylor
    http://www.nothingbutapigeon.com/

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  2. Yay! I am so happy to hear that you had a happy day :) A treat-yourself-day sounds so wonderful and refreshing! I hope the good feelings continue!

    xoxo
    Amanda

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  3. Yay, I have been praying and thinking about you so much lately and I am so happy that you get a little break. Sending good thoughts your way and keep the post coming. They always help me and its good to know you are ok even if its just for a while

    love, Carmen

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