the depths

Thinking and sending lots of good thoughts to everyone on the East Coast right now. Don't forget to donate to the Red Cross or other reputable charitable organizations. It's so important to help where we can, even $5 or $10 dollars will make a difference!

Things are hanging in around here by threads. I'm exhausted but should get my CPAP machine for my sleep apnea in a few days. Of course I am feeling melancholy to all hell. But I am trying my best to not panic and remember that most of the depression is based in my lack of deep sleep so it should get better soon. It's still hard though, really hard.

Anyway, things will pan out, I think.

Love, C


  1. How lovely of you to link to the red cross!! I've been meaning to donate, this made it so easy!!

    I hope that your machine comes soon and you get some relief. It's amazing how much sleep has to do with mood. Hang in there :)

  2. ..before reading your blog I thought it was called a sleep ap machine.. not CPAP.. and my dad even uses one....

    Hang in there buddy

  3. I hope the machine will give you some much needed relief. I can't imagine not being able to get a good night's rest.


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