9/8/12

not good


"I think I made you up inside my head." -Sylvia Plath

Things aren't going well. I had a pretty serious depression meltdown last night. I just feel hopeless and like I honestly don't know what to do with all this pain. I never thought I could go through so much and still be living, but here I am, sort of alive, feeling it all, and it really hurts.

Good thoughts are welcome.

xx, C

8 comments:

  1. Praying for you Catherine. May peace invade your soul and bring comfort to your heart and mind.

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  2. I like your picture. Keep reaching up, my dear. Remember that even on the hard days, we are here with you.... Love you

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  3. Me too honey this illness is like a curse sometimes :-( i find talking to God helps maybe it will for you too hun if not hope those grey clouds clear soon neway :-) lv c xx

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  4. oh man catherine...I feel for you! my heart broke for you when I read this post!
    You know, I have felt like you feel, but all I know is that God is faithful. He will never give you more than you can bare.
    if you would like, on my blog, there is a list of popular posts, on that list, there is a post titled "say it with me...I'm a rubberband"
    it's a video blog and i talk about how you will never be pushed past your limit...i hope it encouragess you.
    and though you don't know me, I am praying for you.
    goodnight, Catherine!
    ~Morgan

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  5. Dear Catherine,
    I know it hurts so much but believe me there will be a light at the end of the tunnel. Hang on there my dear;My heart aches for you. sending you tons of prayers.

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  6. Oh boy. I only just stumbled upon your blog and I like it a lot. I'm having very similar misadventures in mental illness right now. Maybe this is just an unhappy season? Hang in there, it's going to pass.

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  7. it might be the season. thoughts of love from one broken brain to another. xoxoxo

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