tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4932094340622705390.post1731829005988547046..comments2024-03-29T00:43:37.513-07:00Comments on life collection: I am not a bloggerGarden Girlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07354707840226473223noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4932094340622705390.post-38093914329231065632015-06-16T07:37:56.918-07:002015-06-16T07:37:56.918-07:00I feel the same way about my blogs, all three of t...I feel the same way about my blogs, all three of them. Plus the other two I started and abandoned long ago! I don't have anyone who reads them- you read one, and only one real life girlfriend reads the other two. But I still plug along because I have thoughts in my head and I am compelled to write. I do like to go back and read old posts from the past. Sometimes it shocks me because I feel as though I haven't made any progress on anything in my life. But I know I have. I think sometimes I only blog when I'm "down" because when I'm having a great day, I'm out there doing things and I'm busy with projects. On the days when I'm in one of my funks and I'm just sitting around barely able to move, that's when I get on the computer. So I can't really judge my overall life by my blog. But I'll keep on posting away!Stumbling Through Lifehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03949244722551010352noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4932094340622705390.post-16919675308425540862015-06-14T00:27:52.311-07:002015-06-14T00:27:52.311-07:00"After eleven years of struggling with intens..."After eleven years of struggling with intense hopelessness, to be able to have hope again and look forward to things is amazing."<br /><br />Yes. That *is* amazing! I've realized the same thing about me and blogging, btw. Just… no. I've been blogging for like, 5 years-ish? And I have 18 followers. I'm actually impressed with myself that I have so many! lol For me, blogging is, well, for *me*. I don't write for others, not really. I write for me-- for posterity, for sanity, for figuring out how the hell I feel about things and what I *actually* think… for dumping feelings and thoughts that need to get OUT of my brain. For some reason, I always feel better after I blog, especially if I'm dealing with intense or confusing feelings. It's like I need to get it "out there", and once it is then I can feel more peace.Cassandrahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12407466438773284596noreply@blogger.com